transitapparent - I ramble alot
transit - The act of passing over, across, or through; passage.
apparent - Readily understood; clear or obvious
transitapparent - obviously, I'm going to go somewhere.
this is kind of the story of my life. I was born in Germany at a US Army hospital. from that time until I set out on my own at 18, the longest I ever lived in one house was 6 years. I went to 8 different schools growing up. since I've moved so many times, I find it easier to keep a small circle of friends, that way when its time to go, the impact is small.
joining the military was an easy choice. it's all I knew. travel the world. see exotic ( and sometimes not so exotic) places and meet new people.
I detailed how poly came into my life in another post. I'll put up a link to it so I don't have to type it all again but in a nut shell, my wife reconnected with a HS friend and thats how it happened. this is more about my moving forward.
I have had good days and bad days and then some really bad days since it all began. after reading through some of the posts on here and seeing that I'm not alone, I get a little more comfortable everyday.
I'm used to change, I don't always like it, but I'll survive.
obvioulsy, I'm going to go somewhere.
P.S. I have a bad habit of starting these things and not following through on them so this may be my first and last blog post lol.