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Old 07-08-2012, 09:27 AM
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Ive headed away with my kids on a holiday today for 5 days which will be a nice break, but this weekend had big discussion with all 3 of us and made some progress. Bf has admitted to us that he would like to spend the whole night with me at times, gf still feels very agiatated by this, although she says she knew it was coming. He only wants to do this if she not too unhappy about it. But for now we gona go for the option of me sleeping in their bed for longer periods, even whole night when my son not there. She wants this to happen, and if she cant sleep and gets up to read in the lounge i have to stay in the bed instead of what i usually do which is head straight back downstairs as soon as she gets up. Everyones ideas here have been very useful. Id often feel like im onlt getting scraps and leftovers, although i do have an amazingly intense, beautiful love life, and sex life with my bf which im very gratefu for.
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Old 07-08-2012, 09:33 AM
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I also have a very loving relationship with my gf, but she admits that her jealously and fears do get in the way of letting herself go with me. I dont think she fully trusts me, even after a year.
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Old 07-08-2012, 04:29 PM
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Instead of just continually getting agitated by everything that doesn't deal with her being the centre, she needs to be doing the internal work and reading, or else you'll keep getting the short end of the stick.

http://www.morethantwo.com/

I'm not sure of more, but there's probably some that others can post in here on jealousy and triads, things like that, for her to look at.
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Old 07-08-2012, 08:20 PM
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Old 07-08-2012, 08:55 PM
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Getting off the original subject here but thought after reading off the website that was suggested above someone might have some input on what im about to say. My relationship began with this couple, after i ended a 24 year relationship with my husband, i was 16 when i met him. My new poly relationship started out as just for fun, my gf being the main instigater, she was infatuated by me. But her husband made no secret in letting us know his feelings, he was falling in love with me. This couple have participated in swinging before but never actual poly relationships. So u could kinda say they seeked me out to have some sexual poly fun, which very quickly turned into a serious loving relationship. The problem being that gf was surprised hubby fell for me. She didnt expect that and it brought with it a huge range of emotions, she has worked hard on, but still struggling. Her main issue is she finds it hard to deal with the fact that hubby loves us equally. He is dedicated to her and their children and would never leave her, i understand this and respect it and wouldnt want it any other way.

Certain things cause her jealousy, she says he made it clear yesrs ago hes not that much into kissing during sex, yet him and me kiss heaps. She says he has changed alot since i came into their lives, changing some behaviours she had been trying to get him to change for years, ie, he has mellowed out more, talks about his feelings more. She is pleased but i understand also confused about this.

So the crux of this is, she wanted me, she was infatuated by me, but dudnt look ahead, she thought she could keep me in a little box and just be part of a threesome, and not have an individual relationship with her hubby. Its thrown her, and weve been struggling ever since. But it is a relationship worth the effort we are putting in. Thankyou for listening, and input would be appreciated.
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Old 07-09-2012, 05:19 AM
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Just keep talking and keep negotiating and making sure you know exactly where everyone else stands. She's probably terrified that her husband will want you more (someone has to chime in here about all that NRE business) and for a time he might. But, if you're committed to being with both of them, your actions regarding that commitment should speak for themselves and hopefully things will mellow.

There are a lot of things we do now very comfortably that I never thought would come about in my MFM triad, mostly because I didn't think T would get to the point of relaxing enough to know that I'm not going to run off with E. But, E would likely say that he spent a lot of the first few months of us being together sleeping alone and feeling a little less than equal until the balance came.

I think the secret is to communicate, communicate, communicate and make your eventual intentions known through statements like, "Ultimately, I'd like it if we could all (whatever)." That's what E did, T noticed and we got to a point where we all started moving forward, together.
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Old 07-09-2012, 05:28 AM
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Something for her to think about concerning the changes of her husband:

1. You are a different person around each and everyone you interact with on a more intimate level. Not drastically different, but there are some personal interactions that are just caused by that 'couple-dynamic' (works with friends as well); sparked by the special traits each person has. General statements like "I am not that into kissing." may sounded universal back then, but in a monogamous structure they basically meant "I am not that into kissing with you." It just wasn't their thing. Totally valid point, there will be different things they like, but the statement doesn't have to apply in regard to other partners automatically.

2. He may have changed due to the special kind of relationship structure you all are involved in. I observed this in my husband's case as well. He was never one to talk that much about relationship stuff, problems, things bothering him and so on. In this new vee dynamic, he is forced to do so. It wouldn't work otherwise. We still struggle with his caginess, but he became a lot more open. I don't think that this is mainly caused by my boyfriend, it is caused by the new dynamic and basic requirements of the situation at hand. Yes, my boyfriend or in your case you brought that change about, but her husband as well as mine are just reacting accordingly. As she and you and everyone involved as well. This isn't 'your fault' or 'your accomplishment' solely.
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Old 07-09-2012, 10:20 AM
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Yes, i beleive u are right about him changing becos of the special kind of relationship structure. It definately changes a persons way of thinking. I beleive it takes alot of personal work and growing up. The main thing i have noticed for me, going from a 24 year monomangous relationship with a very possesive, jealous husband, i feel more independant BUT have struggled with not being number 1. I was so used to having someone who only thought of me and only cared for me, in fact he claims he put me on a pedestal. Sadly i didnt feel any desire at all for him anymore and hadnt for a few years, i loved him only as a close brother. In some ways tho its nice to not have the demands of being number 1.
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Old 07-09-2012, 10:23 AM
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I think i am learning to rely on myself more rather than others. That doesnt mean i dont deserve a fair share of time and intimacy and love though.
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Old 07-12-2012, 06:20 AM
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While ive been away on holiday, without my partners ive communicated with my girlfriend about my needs. She seems alot more open to helping me. Ive said that at times i feel lonely and vunerable and on the outer of this relationship and often worried i am intruding on their relationship. I have said that i could seek new relationships outside our triad to help fillfull my needs and be less needy of them. My bf does not want it that way, he feels that becos of the love we have for each other he would find it too hard. So my gf is willing to make important changes to help me feel like an equal, rather than a secondary. Now i need help from any of you with what to ask for. What i want is to feel as important to both of them as they are to me. I want to be able to rely on them when i need them. I dont want my bf feeling guilty when i with him alone. I just want to feel needed as well as loved and its hard to feel needed when i know they have each other to meet each others needs. If anyone can understand what i am saying i could really do with some help with the right words to say to my gf
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