Hi! (Exclamtion marks hide the nervousness, right!?!!!!?) I am totally brand new to the idea of actual polyamory, although I can say for a long time I've felt as though there was something missing from my "love"life. I have been in relationships with more than one man at a time, unbeknownst to them, and yes I know that's awful, yet it felt good to me. I wish they could have been okay with it. Anyway, if anyone has a good idea of where to start, id love the help! Feeling a little overwhelmed and shy.....