PolyLove2020
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I feel so lonely at times. New state , No friends , no family ; and to top it off my triad is falling apart. Depression is really kicking my ass. I miss my family , I want friends and I want my triad unit back strong. I havent cried in a long time about this bt Its getting harder and harder to keep the tears from falling. All this anger I have inside of me , it gets taken out on Virgo and Gemini. I feel like Im pushing them away but im hurting. And they say hurt people , hurt people right?
Some days I want to end it all , but I think of all the people that it would hurt. Thats the only thing that keeps me hear. Living or dying I dont care about. Bt I dont want to hurt the ones I love. I cant do that.... So what do I do instead? I hold that shit in and live this life..... my life..... The one im supposed to be so thankful for. Something has to change. I hate feeling like this. !!!NOTE!!!! NO IM NOT SUICIDAL AT THE MOMENT JUST LETTING THIS SHIT OUT.
I just needed to vent honestly.... This is an awesome release for me since I have no one to talk to.
Some days I want to end it all , but I think of all the people that it would hurt. Thats the only thing that keeps me hear. Living or dying I dont care about. Bt I dont want to hurt the ones I love. I cant do that.... So what do I do instead? I hold that shit in and live this life..... my life..... The one im supposed to be so thankful for. Something has to change. I hate feeling like this. !!!NOTE!!!! NO IM NOT SUICIDAL AT THE MOMENT JUST LETTING THIS SHIT OUT.
I just needed to vent honestly.... This is an awesome release for me since I have no one to talk to.