Well, the Monday date got rescheduled because I got a nasty fall cold and completely lost my voice! We are having coffee Saturday morning. I am trying really hard not to be excited. But I am anyway. And hell, why shouldn't I be excited about a promising first date? If nothing else, I should get a new friend out of it.
I'm feeling remarkably "meh" about the break up, even though it's only been two weeks. I find myself mostly sad that I have now lost out on a lot of social things and I feel like I cannot contact friends who are a part of that poly group. I have heard a couple rumors about me floating around that are both not true and not complimentary. That makes me hesitate to contact folks from my former poly group because if they believe those rumors they have no reason to want to be my friend.
I do find myself enjoying the hermit time. I've been off of social media (except this board and one other board) for two weeks. No facebook notifications going off on my phone every five seconds! I've been catching up on reading and spending more time with family. It's nice to slow down a bit this time of year.
I'm feeling remarkably "meh" about the break up, even though it's only been two weeks. I find myself mostly sad that I have now lost out on a lot of social things and I feel like I cannot contact friends who are a part of that poly group. I have heard a couple rumors about me floating around that are both not true and not complimentary. That makes me hesitate to contact folks from my former poly group because if they believe those rumors they have no reason to want to be my friend.
I do find myself enjoying the hermit time. I've been off of social media (except this board and one other board) for two weeks. No facebook notifications going off on my phone every five seconds! I've been catching up on reading and spending more time with family. It's nice to slow down a bit this time of year.