Orlandobif
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There is someone in my life that I love but will never date. No chance, no way no how. She recently separated from a girlfriend and is planning a life with a boyfriend (someone she’s loved a long time as well). It is the unrealized dreams and life we never had that has me emotionally wrapped around every conversation we have. Me! Over here! Wait! I love you too! Common! So the child in my head jumps at the sidewalk of the emotional carnival ride going by. I have mentioned her many times to many people. It’s just so odd to me that after this many years (2) I still hope that a change in her life’s path leads her this way.
I think that poly leads me here or leaves me here actually It’s the land of perpetual opportunity on the timeline that can change at any time and with any circumstance. There is always hope and the possibility of love and therefore no closure around lost opportunity. It’s like my door is always open. Maybe next year. It drives me crazy sometimes.
I think that poly leads me here or leaves me here actually It’s the land of perpetual opportunity on the timeline that can change at any time and with any circumstance. There is always hope and the possibility of love and therefore no closure around lost opportunity. It’s like my door is always open. Maybe next year. It drives me crazy sometimes.