hello,
I suppose some background is necessary, I am a 20 year old gender fluid finishing my final semester of college before entering grade school. I am the bastard child of a very well known and wealthy lawyer. For various reasons my father will have nothing to do with me, but the foremost is that I had sex before marriage, I am currently engaged and my father has promised to accept me back and care for my terminally ill mother if I follow through with the marriage. Although I am working three jobs I can't make a dent in my mother's health care. I love my current partner but feel trapped and unfulfilled. I love many people and wish to express that love but my partner is extremely jealous and so much as speaking to him about my love for others makes him extremely angry.
I am at a complete loss. I'm confused and terrified. Advise and or support would be much appreciated.
Yours,
Lad
I suppose some background is necessary, I am a 20 year old gender fluid finishing my final semester of college before entering grade school. I am the bastard child of a very well known and wealthy lawyer. For various reasons my father will have nothing to do with me, but the foremost is that I had sex before marriage, I am currently engaged and my father has promised to accept me back and care for my terminally ill mother if I follow through with the marriage. Although I am working three jobs I can't make a dent in my mother's health care. I love my current partner but feel trapped and unfulfilled. I love many people and wish to express that love but my partner is extremely jealous and so much as speaking to him about my love for others makes him extremely angry.
I am at a complete loss. I'm confused and terrified. Advise and or support would be much appreciated.
Yours,
Lad