purpleboots
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Well things have come a long way since last.I posted. G has decided to end.our romantic relationship because he can't fulfill my emotional needs and its destroying me. We never had wild chemistry or a deep connection. We were always good friends and a good team. Hopefully we still can be. So I am going to continue to live with him in the family.home and coparent but seek to have my romantic needs met elsewhere. Or maybe not at all right now. H is going to move out and get her own place and he will see her on his nights out. We will have a day on day off schedule for who will remain at home.with the kids. I am trying to come to terms with our relationship not working out but I agree I deserve to be in love and be treated the way I expect to be treated by the person who loves me. I fear that staying here to keep.the family.together and to prevent being a single.mother of a toddler and a baby on welfare is going to be extremely emotionally difficult.for me. G does.not treat me with respect and constantly breaks his word when he goes.out. I fear he will not return home.when he says we will, that he will not be willing to negotiate ground rules.and adhere to them because his reasoning.for us breaking up is that he doesn't want to be obligated to me. I know.he is committed.to.his children and their happiness. That he does fulfill his obligations with them.
I know I need to be okay on my own. I have to work on myself and focus on doing things that enrich and make me happy. I feel so exhausted and emotionally.drained all the time. Maybe I need to see a therapist. Maybe I just need to stop.sucking and get my shit together. I feel like I've been lost for so long.
I don't know what I'm looking for.in posting this, words of advice from someone who has been somewhere similar?
I know I need to be okay on my own. I have to work on myself and focus on doing things that enrich and make me happy. I feel so exhausted and emotionally.drained all the time. Maybe I need to see a therapist. Maybe I just need to stop.sucking and get my shit together. I feel like I've been lost for so long.
I don't know what I'm looking for.in posting this, words of advice from someone who has been somewhere similar?