justlost
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LOL, no worries cyndie, I am not a cinderella!
I have no idea what I am except tired and kind of.. dull?
having an 'I don't give a shit' moment tonight. Khas is over there... again.. and while I wish he wasn't over there so much at the same time if he was home we would only be talking about Pixie or poly or the kids or money or in our own corners doing our own things, so it doesn't really matter. Hard to imagine why we are trying to save this marriage when our relationship has devolved to nothing but the mundane.
I know I 'keep him grounded' but ........... bleh... this will turn into a rant soon and I just wanted to check-in here and remind myself I'm still breathing.
I have no idea what I am except tired and kind of.. dull?
having an 'I don't give a shit' moment tonight. Khas is over there... again.. and while I wish he wasn't over there so much at the same time if he was home we would only be talking about Pixie or poly or the kids or money or in our own corners doing our own things, so it doesn't really matter. Hard to imagine why we are trying to save this marriage when our relationship has devolved to nothing but the mundane.
I know I 'keep him grounded' but ........... bleh... this will turn into a rant soon and I just wanted to check-in here and remind myself I'm still breathing.