In about a month I will be turning 34 and I know somethings missing. My other half or half’s. It’s been way to long since I was in relationships and being single. That’s not saying that I haven’t tried believe me, I have for far to long. It been over two year’s . I don’t know what to do? I have tried everything from friends hooking me up, online dating, and even a old college friends but all ends badly with me sad, more lonely then before and depressed for while. Dating doesn’t seem like it use to be years go. It’s sad really. My working nights three days one week four the next has made a lot of guys change there mind about dating. Also with online dating no one wants to do the distance especially after finding out we’re I’m from. It’s a smaller town with not much to do and I love that it not always busy. But sadly they don’t.
What’s makes it harder is that even though I can be happy non poly but I really want someone poly, non monogamous, or open minded but that’s been even more hard to find. With my birthday coming up I feel even worse.
My life is great. I have a nice place with a great view in what I’m making is my smart home. I have no debt, a cat I love, a job that is great though the money could be better but I love it, and great family around me. I just want someone to share it with me. I don’t know what do?
I’m really sick of dating. Especially after the last guy. We meet on airplane, talked for hours and when we got off we kept talking for hours. Everything was great. We hit it off well. So many likes and same things like being only child, visiting parents in Arizona in the same town. But he lives two hours and 15 minutes from me. We dated things went well spent the night together all well. Then he comes at me with your great and we like all the same things I like you but you know you can’t have a serious relationship with the distance. That was our conversation yesterday. I just don’t get it? I just want to be done with dating, I want to say I found my someone, and it would even better if they were poly but I be happy if find someone who doesn’t do that shit to me. I just don’t know?
What’s makes it harder is that even though I can be happy non poly but I really want someone poly, non monogamous, or open minded but that’s been even more hard to find. With my birthday coming up I feel even worse.
My life is great. I have a nice place with a great view in what I’m making is my smart home. I have no debt, a cat I love, a job that is great though the money could be better but I love it, and great family around me. I just want someone to share it with me. I don’t know what do?
I’m really sick of dating. Especially after the last guy. We meet on airplane, talked for hours and when we got off we kept talking for hours. Everything was great. We hit it off well. So many likes and same things like being only child, visiting parents in Arizona in the same town. But he lives two hours and 15 minutes from me. We dated things went well spent the night together all well. Then he comes at me with your great and we like all the same things I like you but you know you can’t have a serious relationship with the distance. That was our conversation yesterday. I just don’t get it? I just want to be done with dating, I want to say I found my someone, and it would even better if they were poly but I be happy if find someone who doesn’t do that shit to me. I just don’t know?