This is going to be really long and i truly Appreciate anybody who takes time i their day to read and respond.
I’ll keep this as short as i can tho. Me and my wife been married two years been together for 6. First year maybe 2 sex wasn’t bad but wasn’t mind blowing. Since about 2015 sex gets better and better and better. I asked her about being open with other females she agreed. And we talked about it but for sum odd reason i asked her to be open with me i want to see her get fucked by somebody with a long and large Penis previously to me asking us to be open i would have killed my self for having such a thought . I thought long and hard of why i want this and i came up with . Before me and her even physically met just at our texting stage she told me she likes big penis . I consider myself small she don’t. She raves about my sex and other females have in the past but i don’t like my size so it means nothing to me. I kinda think if i let her have sex with a big penis she will never cheat. She tells me she would never marry somebody and have 2 kids if she wasn’t 100% satisfied with their sex . I’ve snuck and went thru her phone she tells her Bestfriend how good my sex is but I’m so insecure about my size i just can’t believe it. Also seeing her get turn on REALLY does something to me . Like really gets me off so if she like big penis i want to see her have one and how turned on she is because it will turn me on.
We having been running into problems because i get cold feet when it’s time to do it. She don’t like causal sex so she can’t Go out fuck a random guy She says it takes a lot mentally for her to build herself up to have sex with another man for my pleasure and once see does i get cold feet and pull out . She always lets pick guys or sends one and see if i approve but i always get scared .
What if he fucks her so good she won’t want to have sex with me and more . What if the sex is so good she wants to run off with him. These things are unlikely but it’s scary. She reminds me that men was my idea she never mentioned it and she doing it to please me so i have no worries . She said if the sex is really good and she thinks it may get her attached she will shut it down because sex isn’t more important there love family and marriage. I’m still scared i can stop this before it starts should i ?
I’ll keep this as short as i can tho. Me and my wife been married two years been together for 6. First year maybe 2 sex wasn’t bad but wasn’t mind blowing. Since about 2015 sex gets better and better and better. I asked her about being open with other females she agreed. And we talked about it but for sum odd reason i asked her to be open with me i want to see her get fucked by somebody with a long and large Penis previously to me asking us to be open i would have killed my self for having such a thought . I thought long and hard of why i want this and i came up with . Before me and her even physically met just at our texting stage she told me she likes big penis . I consider myself small she don’t. She raves about my sex and other females have in the past but i don’t like my size so it means nothing to me. I kinda think if i let her have sex with a big penis she will never cheat. She tells me she would never marry somebody and have 2 kids if she wasn’t 100% satisfied with their sex . I’ve snuck and went thru her phone she tells her Bestfriend how good my sex is but I’m so insecure about my size i just can’t believe it. Also seeing her get turn on REALLY does something to me . Like really gets me off so if she like big penis i want to see her have one and how turned on she is because it will turn me on.
We having been running into problems because i get cold feet when it’s time to do it. She don’t like causal sex so she can’t Go out fuck a random guy She says it takes a lot mentally for her to build herself up to have sex with another man for my pleasure and once see does i get cold feet and pull out . She always lets pick guys or sends one and see if i approve but i always get scared .
What if he fucks her so good she won’t want to have sex with me and more . What if the sex is so good she wants to run off with him. These things are unlikely but it’s scary. She reminds me that men was my idea she never mentioned it and she doing it to please me so i have no worries . She said if the sex is really good and she thinks it may get her attached she will shut it down because sex isn’t more important there love family and marriage. I’m still scared i can stop this before it starts should i ?