Dagferi, I just sent you a PM after reading your post.
As for me, how I am doing is not so great. A good friend of mine passed away this week and that is just one out of four things that went majorly wrong within a span of ten days. I can't get into details about everything else, but it is all impacting my life right now and it's overwhelming. Among all this stuff happening, I did meet someone who is pretty fantastic and will see him again, but it's hard to get excited with so much crappiness going on. He seems like such a perfect match, to become a lover, but I don't want to get into fantasies or bring him down with my shitty life as it is at the moment. And I am missing my friend who died. Right now it sucks to be me.