The last 4 days have been a rollercoaster. I now I am not done yet but I think I am a little more at peace with my self.
As of today and a lot of soul searching I know now is not the time to tell Wolf. He has so much on his plate right now he does not need more dumped on it.
After a lot of thought I do think that my fears of telling him in the beganning is what started this snowball to hell ride I am on. Its not his fault, its fully my issue and now that I can see the core may be I can unravel it.
I am at peace with myself in a way I have not felt in a long time. I no longer feel like I am going to shatter and the ground under me is firming up. I need to work on my self for a while.
As of today and a lot of soul searching I know now is not the time to tell Wolf. He has so much on his plate right now he does not need more dumped on it.
After a lot of thought I do think that my fears of telling him in the beganning is what started this snowball to hell ride I am on. Its not his fault, its fully my issue and now that I can see the core may be I can unravel it.
I am at peace with myself in a way I have not felt in a long time. I no longer feel like I am going to shatter and the ground under me is firming up. I need to work on my self for a while.