Hippiegirl
New member
Hi everyone,
I am very excited to find this forum. I've been living my life as a lesbian for about 15 years. Currently at a crossroads, ending a marriage, and trying to find my true happiness. Doing the therapy thing and going through the steps of self discovery. I've always had comfort issues with men, so being gay was almost a safety net. But I have realized that I'm so much more than that. First accepting that I'm bi...but that didn't really explain it. I'm pan, men, women, trans...yup that all sounds amazing. But when I close my eyes at night it isn't one person or sex that I see...it's a small group of people all loving each other that stirs my true desire. And I'm so beyond excited and happy to finally be acknowledging this and taking the first steps to understand how this can really work in a healthy way and meeting people who understand it.
Is it really possible to find love and security with multiple people? It's a bit overwhelming and scary to not fit in the traditional gay or straight role. This is all certainly much more intimidating than originally coming out as gay...maybe because this is my souls true desire...it makes me feel very vulnerable.
I look forward to chatting and getting to know more fabulous and free people in this forum. I'm grateful you're all here!
I am very excited to find this forum. I've been living my life as a lesbian for about 15 years. Currently at a crossroads, ending a marriage, and trying to find my true happiness. Doing the therapy thing and going through the steps of self discovery. I've always had comfort issues with men, so being gay was almost a safety net. But I have realized that I'm so much more than that. First accepting that I'm bi...but that didn't really explain it. I'm pan, men, women, trans...yup that all sounds amazing. But when I close my eyes at night it isn't one person or sex that I see...it's a small group of people all loving each other that stirs my true desire. And I'm so beyond excited and happy to finally be acknowledging this and taking the first steps to understand how this can really work in a healthy way and meeting people who understand it.
Is it really possible to find love and security with multiple people? It's a bit overwhelming and scary to not fit in the traditional gay or straight role. This is all certainly much more intimidating than originally coming out as gay...maybe because this is my souls true desire...it makes me feel very vulnerable.
I look forward to chatting and getting to know more fabulous and free people in this forum. I'm grateful you're all here!