I'm thinking I posted this in the wrong place, I'm new, and suddenly completely overwhelmed with my decisions I've made over the last year.
So, I grew up in a community of very interesting and diverse people. Many artists and lots of open relationships etc. It's no surprise I'm smack in the middle again as an adult.
I am married and we are open, and the one man I have managed to somehow develop a relationship with is older. A lot older. He's also married. When we started kissing he asked if I was in an open relationship. We sort of hide it but not really. The other night at a party we were clearly kissing in front of his wife. My husband is actually friends with him so it's sort of...silly that this older intelligent man asked me if we were open.
I'm open for this older man though and that's it. I want this to work before I ever open up to anyone else.
The thing is we have gotten closer over the last year and I'm half his age so sometimes I feel like I am being inappropriate. It's kind of fun but also nerve wracking. I sent him a message about my dream (he told me about his dream a few months ago so he was first to share dream stories lol) today I sent it all at once when I was in a good mood. "You were in my dream and this and that and your penis was hard" and I"m not sure...he usually gets back to me quick. Maybe he is at a movie...or just partied out. He is old lol. But so attractive.
Anyway, I'm a musician and he likes music and it all inspires me and I don't want to lose what we have.
So, I grew up in a community of very interesting and diverse people. Many artists and lots of open relationships etc. It's no surprise I'm smack in the middle again as an adult.
I am married and we are open, and the one man I have managed to somehow develop a relationship with is older. A lot older. He's also married. When we started kissing he asked if I was in an open relationship. We sort of hide it but not really. The other night at a party we were clearly kissing in front of his wife. My husband is actually friends with him so it's sort of...silly that this older intelligent man asked me if we were open.
I'm open for this older man though and that's it. I want this to work before I ever open up to anyone else.
The thing is we have gotten closer over the last year and I'm half his age so sometimes I feel like I am being inappropriate. It's kind of fun but also nerve wracking. I sent him a message about my dream (he told me about his dream a few months ago so he was first to share dream stories lol) today I sent it all at once when I was in a good mood. "You were in my dream and this and that and your penis was hard" and I"m not sure...he usually gets back to me quick. Maybe he is at a movie...or just partied out. He is old lol. But so attractive.
Anyway, I'm a musician and he likes music and it all inspires me and I don't want to lose what we have.