Taylorchec
New member
I have had the desire to be poly for some time now but haven't found a way to "get in". But I have entered the Kink and swinger scene and I really like it so far it has freed me sexually as a Bi-sexual slut. For the first time in my life I have found a reason to love being a women.
I have become a bit of a Unicorn, the man who I went with to swinger parties was a play partner both of us are exhibitionist and huge sluts so swinging makes a ton of sense. Ones couples found out that he was not my boyfriend or husband they took interest in me as a Unicorn and I liked the attention I still do and in many cases its working i love three-ways but being the third party out who has no one to go home to and share my excitement with is starting to weigh on me. and seeing these couples so happy that they can share each other with me is making me a weird kind of jealous.
I guess I'm just feeling how single I am. Really I just want to share this here so I have people to talk to about whats going on in my weird life as a solo poly girl or as a Unicorn struggling with being in the closet.
being In the closet is really what is getting difficult for me I hate that i still slut shame myself sometimes and lake a support system.
I have become a bit of a Unicorn, the man who I went with to swinger parties was a play partner both of us are exhibitionist and huge sluts so swinging makes a ton of sense. Ones couples found out that he was not my boyfriend or husband they took interest in me as a Unicorn and I liked the attention I still do and in many cases its working i love three-ways but being the third party out who has no one to go home to and share my excitement with is starting to weigh on me. and seeing these couples so happy that they can share each other with me is making me a weird kind of jealous.
I guess I'm just feeling how single I am. Really I just want to share this here so I have people to talk to about whats going on in my weird life as a solo poly girl or as a Unicorn struggling with being in the closet.
being In the closet is really what is getting difficult for me I hate that i still slut shame myself sometimes and lake a support system.