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Old 07-14-2011, 04:55 PM
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whatever! You maul me just as much.

For the record the "its not my day" totally bugs.
Well I have been called "Bugger" before
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Old 07-16-2011, 06:47 AM
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Great night playing video games with the boy and piling on the couch for a movie. life is good. Fun weekend to come with the usual amount of fun activities with my lovelies. More to come I'm sure
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Old 07-16-2011, 07:03 AM
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Great night playing video games with the boy and piling on the couch for a movie. life is good. Fun weekend to come with the usual amount of fun activities with my lovelies. More to come I'm sure
Love you Lilo!
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I just want to say that I love your openness, honesty, ability to process your feelings outloud, and the huge amount of empathy that you have for others. You are truely a beautiful person!
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Old 07-18-2011, 07:25 AM
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Thanks BEV What a feat to read all of it! Wow!

So this was a great weekend. I spent a little time with everyone including PN's family. His aunt had a BBQ party at her house with lots of family that I had not met before. It was great to meet them after 10 years of marriage to PN. Most of them were from out of town visiting or just not been around. I finally got to put some faces to names.

I really appreciated PN's mum at the event. The whole family knows about Mono living with us and why now... except the old timers that no one wanted to stress out. There are more than a few that have a strong opinion about me and about PN and about our marriage and about Mono... but PN's mum rises above all that. She made a big fuss over my being an amazing daughter in law and how much she loves me and how she is so pleased that I am in her life. I was grateful to hear it, but also that she said it in front of people there. Not only that, its really obvious that PN and I are fine and doing well. No one could really deny that we aren't a great team and getting on well, including LB who was also there...

We went to the anniversary party of a local poly family this weekend also. She has become quite famous in terms of the polygamy trial a few months back and I always enjoy being with them as they live in a similar situation to us but are publically out. LB is too young yet for us to feel as if we can take on the law at this point in time. Not to mention Mono's concerns about his daughter.

The woman in this family has become some what of a mentor of mine. I admire her greatly on many levels and am honoured to of been invited to acknowledge their anniversary. I was also honoured that she thought to consult me on some things going on for her and that she talked openly about some things I might want to be involved in. I feel somewhat humbled in her presence and was greatly pleased that she would think of me in such high regard enough to confide in me.

I got a number of texts this weekend from various poly friends all over. Its always so great to hear how people are doing and what they are doing. I am touched that anyone would text me to let me know how things are going for them in certain circumstances.

I went to a fun party last night where I got to dom a young man for about five seconds... I wondered how Mono would respond so I ended the encounter quickly. There were photos taken and I was being watched the whole time.... one of my friends commented on how I seem to dominate all men who are near me... it was enough for Mono to leave the room and I decided I should go after him. There was a time that I wouldn't even notice and would carry on being myself and having fun until later when I would find out that he was hurt and angry with me... I am poly, I didn't get what was going on for him and would often be confused that he would think it inappropriate. I guess I have learned... still, it made me kind of sad. I REALLY ENJOYED domming that boy He was a compatible subbie that's for sure.

I know that I must be careful to not offend or push Mono though as he is mono and doesn't appreciate that I can quite easily fall into a moment with someone else. I was proud of myself for having respect for his boundaries. With PN this wouldn't of been even something that we would discuss... it just is how it is and he happily goes about connecting with people on the same level but in a different way. Having been married to him for so long, I was used to that... now I am finally used to Mono, even if it makes me feel as if I am pushing down something that is natural to me in order to be with him. Ah well, he is still worth it over anyone else and that is what I keep checking in about.

I had a lovely date with my beautiful Derby. She looked gorgeous when she arrived today. Grumpy, but gorgeous Things have been hard for her lately and I am glad that our date was a bit of respite in all that. The play we saw was good and we got to have a coffee in a different part of the city than she is used to. It was like a short holiday for both of us. Both of us came away smiling and lighter I think.

Big burlesque summer show coming up next Saturday. I took time out tonight to spend with PN and have some lovin' then I made some pasties and blinged a pair of sunglasses for the show while watching a doc of bees with Mono. I got laid twice today and was thinking about those women that feel all whatever that is, pride? when they have sex with two men in one day. I don't get that any more. It kind of boggles me. I guess I get that feeling when I get to spend intimate time with Derby as we don't get that often.... in a way I am actually glad because I get to have that feeling after.
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it was enough for Mono to leave the room and I decided I should go after him. :
It was a great night and fun seeing how our friend was a puddle of shyness after those photos. I think you may have read too much into the situation from my point of view. It actually wasn't a big deal at all, I just wanted to socialize with other people LOL! I admit, if he was allowed to kiss any higher than your shoe it would have a been a problem
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if he was allowed to kiss any higher than your shoe it would have a been a problem
well then, we both have moved forward. There was a time when that would of been too much
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well then, we both have moved forward. There was a time when that would of been too much
Neahhh....all good fun Lilo! XOXOXXO I love you You made his year I think
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pssst. I bought "Sex at Dawn." I don't intend to read it (I don't read, I tried to today... meh, not happening)... just leave it lying around. I intend to lend it too my co-workers actually. We talked about it today at work. They all agreed that we were not meant to be monogamous for life, but serial monogamists maybe. I will see what a bunch of die heart monogamists say.
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pssst. I bought "Sex at Dawn." I don't intend to read it (I don't read, I tried to today... meh, not happening)... just leave it lying around. I intend to lend it too my co-workers actually. We talked about it today at work. They all agreed that we were not meant to be monogamous for life, but serial monogamists maybe. I will see what a bunch of die heart monogamists say.
Wrap it in a cover ... call it "The Natural Monogamist" and leave it where Mono can find it.

Shhh! He'll never know!

ETA: No wait! "Motorcycles and Me"

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