How do you cope with jealousy?
I have been feeling jealous, not overly so, but when my husband is with me I want his undivided attention but then he starts calling our third... and then our third's friend. Must be nice to have that many friends. I have no one to talk to... I am stuck with message boards. I feel like I am being left out of everything, though my husband says the opposite. But I also can't talk about my feelings with him because I don't say things well and it just leads to him being angry because I am still trying to get my head wrapped around actually having a girlfriend.
Just needed to vent and this is the only place I have to talk about the lifestyle and how I am trying to get used to living it, it's way different than talking about it.