Peace and joy and love

[dingedheart]

I offered Advil..... sometimes that an a couple of mojito's can work magic. I think I'm going to take my own advice in a couple hrs... .can't start drinking in the office everyone will be in here fucking around... bad enough I am. I will toast and honor all of you with the sincere hope things work out for all concerned.

Good luck to you and the entire tribe D

[LovingRadiance]

Originally Posted by Derbylicious

Anyone have some magical fairy dust to make it all better?

Tinkerbell?
Hugs. I know the feeling. It sucks.

[Ariakas]

Originally Posted by Derbylicious

Anyone have some magical fairy dust to make it all better?

Unfortunately this just doesn't exist. Too bad too, I could use a hit myself

[Derbylicious]

Originally Posted by Ariakas

Unfortunately this just doesn't exist. Too bad too, I could use a hit myself

How do you think it works best, snorted, smoked or injected?

[Ariakas]

Originally Posted by Derbylicious

How do you think it works best, snorted, smoked or injected?

I always thought it was some tiny chick with a want smacking me in the nose...

so I guess snorted...hahaha

[Derbylicious]

Originally Posted by Ariakas

I always thought it was some tiny chick with a want smacking me in the nose...

so I guess snorted...hahaha

And what want does the tiny chick have? (I know you meant wand I'm just being funny)

[Ariakas]

Originally Posted by Derbylicious

And what want does the tiny chick have? (I know you meant wand I'm just being funny)

oh jeez. I don't know but I am sure I can't help here hahaha...

her poor want...

[Derbylicious]

Stay away from those tiny chicks Ari...you'll crush em!

[Ariakas]

Originally Posted by Derbylicious

Stay away from those tiny chicks Ari...you'll crush em!

Tis true...even at my lightest the wee ones might get hurt

[Derbylicious]

I find myself writing the story of what's going on for other people in my head again. C hasn't been spending a lot of time with my husband lately claiming illness. Because of the last relationship I was in this right away triggers a "she's just not that into you" reaction which leads me to feel angry and hurt on my husband's behalf. Chances are she really is sick and doesn't feel up to seeing him but I hate to think that she's stringing him along. He deserves better than that.

I'm also feeling that if she is avoiding him that I'm partly to blame for reacting to the local poly grapevine when my world that I knew was briefly turned on it's head. Maybe she doesn't want to see him because he's attached to me and I'm too much of a drama queen. I don't know in hindsight if I should have just kept my worries to myself until I had settled a bit rather than talking to him about it right away (it was definitely better for my own health and equilibrium to talk about it right away).

I'm really having a hard time biting my tongue and letting things happen as they may. It's not my relationship and if he says he's happy with the way things are who am I to question it?