Adjusting to a new change
My girlfriend has recently started dating a second guy, pretty soon into our relationship (maybe known her for about 3 months when they started). There is a new change that is occurring now, which is that I won't get to chance to spend the night with her this week. I haven't asked, but if anyone does it will be the other guy (and I feel like it'd be rude to ask and actually know for sure).
I've sort of gotten into a mental space where I am okay with whatever happens, and don't feel jealous, but I feel some sort of emotion I can't quite put my finger on.
Maybe I'm not completely over my insecurities...changing yourself is hard. I want to be happy no matter how much or how little I see her, but is that really a way to live?