I never thought i would find myself coming to the conclusion of polyamory. I have been in an on again off again relationship with my girlfriend for 5 years. But i always fund myself open to other people. Not always sexually but emotionally. I always find myself wanting more of them and wanting to give more of myself. I dont know how to tell her this. Ive cheated on her before and i'm afraid she'll just think thats what i want to do, which is not the case. I just keep coming to the conclusion ( for myself at least) that she cant fulfill me in ways i need. Am i being selfish wanting to explore this life style? everything is getting so confusing and upsetting not knowing what to tell her. Sorry for the babbling i cant see to contain it....