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#531
06-25-2010, 07:04 AM
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Thanks Roly Poly
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#532
06-25-2010, 07:17 AM
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He decided he is not wanting Mono to move in roly. He doesn't feel good about saying yes to that. He has struggled for years with change... total fear takes over. I have waited years for a room of my own to some how transpire. Avoiding the topic all together about housing is the best bet right now. I couldn't live on my own, I have a child I won't leave and I would miss Nerdist. I'm stuck and feeling trapped right now. A horse in its stall wanting a green pasture to roam in. It's all good, I will get through and will wait for a new moment when it makes sense some how what to do next. That will come, that makes me happy.
Just for the record, I love my OH, but yes, I would love it more if it were in the lower suite of our house. So I could have a room in it and so I don't ever have to say good bye to Mono again... goodnight maybe, but not good bye. I am happy that I can be with him at the OH at all. I am happy I have two homes... I just need to get over my transition issues and feeling like I am abandoning my child and it will all be good. Sorry Mono.... had to do some filling in. All in a happy way Happiness? I get a *me* weekend, kind of. Of course I completely filled it up with fun stuff, cause that is what I do, ... I'm hanging with Derby and a bunch of poly women Saturday as we are watching her Roller Derby game and then watching a movie at my house and having a potluck dinner. Thought we would watch "Splendor." The boy and Mono and I are going to start making a guinea pig hutch outside. We need to keep them warm, that will be the biggest part of the project. Guinea pigs make me happy. maybe I will live with them, all cozy and warm.
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#533
06-28-2010, 03:39 AM
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Just a quick one
Polynerdist is back from his visit with RolyPoly. I had a great time with Redpepper and thier son but it was nice to see him walk in the door tonight. I realized just how much I missed him. There is something about his presence that makes me feel comfortable and confident in what I have with Redpepper. It's like his smile reminds me that I am a positive in all thier lives
I believe he had a great visit though, thanks for taking care of our Nerdist Rolypoly 
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#535
06-30-2010, 06:03 AM
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I am slowly, slowly settling into some kind of routine with Nerdist that so far works for us. Tuesday nights are roly nights (on the phone), so I'm very happy about that.
So much to sort out with everyone, yet. But so far, despite how difficult some aspects of it are, the times we do get to connect ground me and remind me what I really care about. It takes work to stay connected while making sure others get their connections and commitments. It's looking like I will be able to come camping for at least two nights with everyone, so I'm happy about that.
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#536
06-30-2010, 06:16 AM
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Tuesday nights rock!
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#538
06-30-2010, 05:15 PM
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I'm having a hard time wrapping my brain around having to come back to work on Friday. Somehow I think it's going to be a ghost town around here!
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#540
06-30-2010, 05:23 PM
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