ugh a bad moment
Ugh, I am really getting sick of having good days....and then all of a sudden ONE thing throw the day off and I'm insecure and moody for the rest of the day. Like today... I did some laundry and brought it upstairs. And there was a pair of pants that my boyfriend wanted to wear and when he grabbed them they were not dry all the way....(Im sure this has happened to EVERYONE) He got aggravated because it has happened before. I couldn't help but dig into myself...and tear myself apart. Like I'm not good enough for him so that is why he is seeking relationships with girls other than myself. Since I cannot be WOMAN enough he has to look for the things I lack in another person... Sounds silly when I write it... but I got really worked up over it.
"Ultimately we know deeply that on the other side of every fear lies freedom"