..thank you all
First of all I would like to thank you all for your kind words of support during this difficult time for me. I am currently reading and re-reading all of your responses. It takes me a little while to really absorb your words. Thank you to all that reached out to me .... it means a lot. And there is really a lot more to this situation than meets the eye... I could really use a friend or two to discuss my feelings with because..well this isnt really something I can go to my close friends about....