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Old 04-30-2014, 03:06 PM
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I took my son to work this morning, and my van overheated. I had to wash antifreeze off the garage floor, since it was EVERYWHERE. I already had an appointment made for Monday to get the intake gasket replaced, but this is ridiculous. I can still drive my van if I keep dumping antifreeze in, but I don't want to get stranded anyplace, so I am not going to do that. PunkRock is on chauffeur duty, I guess. Hopefully we can get our schedules worked out. PunkRock's brother LordTenderHeart is coming over to stay for about a week and a half this afternoon too, so it seems like between the two of them I should be able to at least get groceries and be able to make the most important appointments.

Transportation issues stress me out. I don't like being anxious. At least it has an end in sight - Monday!

Oh! Last night I was out playing trivia and I got a facebook request from a name I didn't recognize. A couple of PunkRock's peeps have added me, so I asked him if he knew who it was. He responded with "One of your many man friends I guess?" This came out of nowhere and it hit me right in the chest. I know he meant it as a joke, but I have never viewed myself as promiscuous or anything, so it was a shock.

I mean, yeah, I did date a LOT of guys in January, but I certainly know all of their names.

Sigh. It is still bothering me today. I let him know how it made me feel, and he thinks I'm ridiculous. Which I am. It just highlighted an insecurity about myself that I feel. Especially since he has asked me previously not to talk about the guys I was with in January. Sigh.

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