Originally Posted by CattivaGattina
I thought I was done with this fucking fucking to pieces.
I lied. To myself and pretty much everyone I had talked to. I haven't given up hope for getting back with him. The one way I think I could is to not be in love with him and I don't know how to stop loving him.
I doubt any intelligent people believed you had given up. Nobody here believes you ever wanted to, I suspect. Of course not being able to have him likely makes your wanting him that much more intense. Like most people in love, the wanting of something is more important than knowing whether or not it's a good idea to actually get it.