Beth saying hello

[MysticBeth]

I don't know where to start, I'm not in a poly relationship and have never been. I have always been curious about poly relationships, I'm in a couple of groups but of course I never post anything. I'm too scared to, even thought I have this tugging at my heart to jump in and talk, I don't. I'm hoping that joining this forum I will meet some people who will talk to me about poly and why I have this undying need to connect with others into this lifestyle. Believe it or not I live with two men but in no way, shape or form is it poly and I don't want it to be with them. So if anyone is interested in a real newbie, I'm here.

mysticBeth