New to all of this
Hi there, I am in kind of a tough place and need advice. I am a married woman in my early thirties and my husband is also the same ago. We have two small children. I love my husband and have such a great bong and connection. However, I have cheated multiple times with multiple people and he only knows of one. I do not want to keep secrets from him but I want to explore an open marriage and jut don't know how to bring up the subject. I found out recently he was talking to an old friend from school and wanted to meet up for drinks one night. I asked about her and he denied any plans. I expressed the fact that I would be okay if he wanted to see her and he just wanted to drop the subject. I guess I just want to know if I'm way out in left field or not.