feeling sad and lonely
Today I am a ball if emotions. I haven't seen the ex for a while. She came over last night and we all played games. It was a lot of fun, however I just kept having this sad feeling. Seeing her again made me really miss her. I have started to try to look for someone else and kinda started seeing this couple but have decided I don't wanna continue with them. But when she came over a lot if emotions have been going through me. I feel sad, and lonely. Not that i dont have my husband but i dont have that other person like he does and I want that so bad. I worry I'm not going to find anyone. I just hope I can find someone.... sorry if I'm rambling just a lot going through my head right now!