Finding my poly self and my mono relationship
Hi there, just wanted to register here, to look for some advice, insights and experiences. As the title suggests I'm starting to feel polyamerous in a 4.5 year relationship with an apparently very monogamous girlfriend, that I do still love very much.
Things are currently pretty rough, part of the reason I registered here. I'm trying to do a lot of reading and understanding of the matter. Maybe I'll ask around for some advice later, when I've read a bit more. I'm currently not even sure about my own feelings, and experiencing some very conflicting emotions.
I hope I can find some insights and, if possible, solutions here. I pretty sure I'm not the first to be in such a situation. If there is anything you would like to share with or ask from me. Go right ahead.