Mono bf won't accept me being poly
I am not very skilled with English language, so I give you my problem in caveman-speech:
I 'am' poly.*
I am poly virgin.
Told boyfriend I am poly.
Boyfriend: I love you anywaaaay~
1 year passed
Moved in with bf
I fall in love with one more guy
Talk about poly again (without mentioning guy #2 yet)
Boyfriend: But you're only mine! I not share!
Guy #2 probably not interested. Or is he?
It dosen't matter.
Only want to be honest again with bf.
What do I do? How do I tell him that I love one more guy?
* I've been in love with multiple guys at several times before, this is the second time it becomes a problem though. Last time my bf-by-then broke up with me.
I feel nauseous when being with either guy... It's horrible... I can't handle all these feelings!
|mono jealousy, mono/poly|