I'm utterly heartbroken. Yesterday, my boyfriend told me that us dating was putting such a major strain on his marriage and he ended things. The absolute sh*t thing is that we are so good together. He's everything I would want in another partner and I care about him so deeply. I wasn't "in love" but I was in deeeeep "llike" with the potential for more. We both still care very much about each other but obviously his marriage is his marriage and I'd never in a million years ask someone to do anything but fix that. But right now, I'm hurting so deeply. I wanted so badly to text him last night and talk about the elections, and the marriage amendment in our state..I wanted to celebrate with him...I can't listen to the music station we listen to. I look at the time and know that he's about to go to work, which is a mile or so away from my house. I haven't dealt with a breakup that mattered to me in many many years.