Thanks NYCindie, I am enjoying seeing where it all goes.
I don't think Leo is a scmuck and I don't think he only wanted me around as a decoration. I think we just missed our boat way back when and I think he just had other priorities other than me that pulled him away in the end. I don't really know what happened in the end, but I am sure there is stuff that I just didn't understand. He's on a different path now and whether it crosses mine again I don't know, but I don't hate him and don't think less of him. I think my understanding of things were different than his and it tore us apart. In the end we just were not compatitble at the time. It is what it is.