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Old 03-04-2012, 05:39 AM
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Head hurts, chest hurts, I wanna scream and cry and break something and just curl up and die.
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Old 03-05-2012, 12:11 AM
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Head hurts, chest hurts, I wanna scream and cry and break something and just curl up and die.
Are you sick Nerd? I strangely feel just like you do. Second time in the last month with a horrible chest cold that's leaving me feeling like your ^^ above quote.
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Old 03-05-2012, 12:16 AM
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Not sick. Just the early onset stages of heartbreak.
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Old 03-05-2012, 03:39 AM
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Cautiously elated is probably the best term for how I am at this moment.

Had my girlfriend (LoveLeigh) over as well as her husband for the whole weekend, as well as their oldest kids for a night. It was, in short, amazing to be able to spend that much time with a new romantic interest and learn much more about one another, and we didn't try to kill each other. There was a lot of NRE and tension in the air, and it all worked out. Her husband is going to make a good metamor. We got along fantastically and I hope we laid some of his, and her, concerns to rest.

The big lessons learned where that sometimes good things do indeed happen to me and that damn it all if NRE isn't hard to control even when you are aware of it.
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Old 03-05-2012, 02:06 PM
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Not sick. Just the early onset stages of heartbreak.

Sorry you're going through such a rough patch... Be strong and believe in yourself...there WILL be better days ahead. *hugs*
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Old 03-06-2012, 11:01 PM
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I am feeling defined by all of the things everyone wants from me. I am hoping it's just a short phase and I'll feel better once the weather improves and I can get outside more often. I miss my garden, my bike and getting to run off alone and go for a swim whenever I need to.
On a positive note, my Computer Lit. class is almost over. I am just waiting on a grade for my final. My next class should be interesting, Introduction to Film
And the addition is nearly completion, thank goodness. So yay for that.
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Old 03-08-2012, 04:56 AM
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Was very frustrated at work today. I was working to track down an issue and ended up chasing my tail a lot. It seemed like any computer I touched today decided to just not work, and people I needed to talk with didn't get back to me. Grr...

But, all was made well again when I got home today and cracked open one of my brother's new beers, a honey ale that he just made. Yummy!
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Old 03-08-2012, 05:00 AM
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Not sick. Just the early onset stages of heartbreak.
Ow! Sorry to hear about that, dude. Hang in there! Like nouriya said, it does get better.
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Old 03-08-2012, 05:27 AM
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Overtired and red-eyed. Every time I think I am getting my sleep cycle back to some semblance of normalcy, it goes all wonky again. >sigh<
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Old 03-08-2012, 07:02 AM
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My wife and I decided to get a divorce. My heart feels like it was smashed with a hammer even though it was my decision in the end. It's so hard. I wanna curl up in a ball and cry but she is doing that and I still love her so I can't help but try and be there for her.
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