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Old 09-14-2011, 05:31 PM
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To be honest for a while my husband and I and my boyfriend have been poly and didn't even realize it had a name lol...I have been married for 13 years and 9 of those years we were my husband and I were separated because I felt that I had to have someone else in the relationship. I had no idea that these feelings were natural for me and I fought against them. While I was separated from my husband I tried one monogamous relationship after the other and felt trapped. I got into a relationship with a man that it was up and down with and I finally decided to move back with my husband. I told the man that I was involved with about this decision and he didn't like it but followed me to Texas. We decided for us all to live together. It has been pure hell for the bf and not that great for hubby because they both have a mono mentality. It would be wonderful for me except for the jealousy and irritation I get from mainly the bf. I want to be in this lifestyle but is it fair to really want them in it too? They both say they are on board but how can they be if they dont even really understand it? Help!!
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Old 09-14-2011, 06:30 PM
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Pure hell? All of you living together?

Sounds like a real problem. I'd seek therapy for all involved. Or you should all split up. But loving relationships are supposed to be only a very small portion of hell with a tremendously larger portion being heavenly -- and a good sized helping of okayness.

Stop the hell. Get counseling or end it. Life should not stay on the hell setting long.

And don't tell me it is only hell for the bf. That cannot be true, with you all living together in a family like situation. In a family, when one member's life is hell, the whole thing has hell in it.
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Old 09-14-2011, 11:57 PM
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Well put, River.
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Old 09-15-2011, 12:01 AM
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Don't try to convince them to date other girls if they don't naturally want to, in case you've been considering that as a way to help them understand or to make rhings "even". Pushing mono people to be poly doesn't seem to go well. Mono's dating poly's, now that is hard but certainly *can* go well. If you feel like they don't understand, maybe ask them if they would read some of the essays on www.xeromag.com? There is some great, very helpful stuff on there.
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Old 09-15-2011, 01:19 AM
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Thanks for replying...I was asking for help and support not condemnation wow...AnnabelMore, thanks for your support! It was great help! As for the others, don't quit your day jobs!
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Old 09-15-2011, 03:21 AM
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HC, I think you're being way too hard on River. I would encourage you to reread that post and think seriously about following the advice there. It's good advice, whether you want to hear it or not....

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Old 09-15-2011, 01:55 PM
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Thanks for replying...I was asking for help and support not condemnation wow...AnnabelMore, thanks for your support! It was great help! As for the others, don't quit your day jobs!
Hippiechic, River wasn't being mean. I can't read anything dismissive in River's post. Since it seemed to bother you so much, that can tell you something. Reread the post again and see what sentence bothers you the most. That will give you a clue about a sore spot you didn't even know you had, and it might help you out to think about it for awhile, and figure out why you reacted so defensively to it.

Is it a fear you have of both or either man leaving? Is it a guilt you feel about something? It would be good to know.
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