Sacred whore

[Magdlyn]

Hi, I'm Magdlyn, I'm new. I am pansexual, poly and 54 yrs old.

I've been practicing polyamory seriously since January, but have had an interest in it for a long time. I am separated from my husband for one year. We just sold our house last month. He had moved out in Sept 08. Now I am in my own apt. We have 3 young adult children.

In January I met my gf on a dating site... she's quite a bit younger than me, 22 yrs younger in fact. She's been poly all her life and is quite cool with me seeing and having sex w others. Due to rebounding from her former relationship, and NRE, she didnt start chatting with or seeing others til just recently. And now I've got my jealousy and fear to deal with. So, I feel I need more information and support.

Thanks for being here.

[Fidelia]

Hi, Magdlyn. Welcome to the forum.

There are some very good threads on jealousy and insecurity. Use the search function at the top of this page and you'll find plenty of useful information to help you.

Best of luck to you in this new phase of your life.

[MonoVCPHG]

Welcome!

[Magdlyn]

Thanks for the welcomes.

[PittDruid]

Welcome

[Magdlyn]

I guess I should explain the sacred whore bit. Altho I am sure most of you are familiar with sacred sex, aka tantra, my relationship to sacred sexuality currently is more of a qudesha, a holy one who heals with the divine feminine energy of the goddess. I have found many men i have talked to intimately in chat, or actually met and made love with, have told me how I have changed their lives, made them feel more alive, more aware and prepared to make positive changes in their lives and feelings about relationships and self actualization. My gf shares this qudesha viewpoint. We are sort of partners in crime in this sense.