out of curiosity, what is it exactly that makes you nervous? The easiest way to deal with most problems is to find out the root cause of them. Everyone is welcome here.
I was nervous because I was trying something new and different. I always get nervous when that happens. But I am no longer nervous. Everyone is so helpful.
Just wanted to let you know that we have just formed a Central Illinois Polyamory Meetup Group on meetup.com. While this is brand new and we are still gathering members, it will be a place that those who are poly, poly-curious, and poly-friendly can get together, talk, support each other, and meet new people.