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Old 12-07-2012, 11:51 PM
AJ1 AJ1 is offline
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Default Need advice on dealing with my own feelings...

...or, at least, maybe finding the right word for them??

I'm in the throes of NRE with my new beau, and DH is happy for me. He is busy with work and some side projects right now, and my being otherwise occupied makes him feel less guilty about all the time he is devoting to work. Sounds like a win-win, right? Yet, I still can't shake this guilty feeling I have about being so ecstatically happy. Maybe it is just my puritan history that makes me feel like anything good is bad? I find myself asking all the time if DH is ok, and he hasn't given me any indications that he's not. But for some reason, this round, I just can't seem to shake off guilt.

This isn't my first BF, so I'm not really sure what my issue is.

Has anyone else experienced this?
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