redpepper
Active member
I had a really awesome night with Mono, very bonding and expanding. I am feeling very NRE-ish today. We reached new heights and new expansions, far beyond what I would imagine and would have thought possible.
My skills as a domme and his mistress are improving and entirely enjoyable, beyond expectation.
I think I will search for a sub girl though. I have a need to expand with like-minded people. The opportunities that have come up don't seem to be playing out as I had thought they would. We shall see.
On to a busy week feeling rested, loved, a part of my tribe. PN was amazing this weekend and I so appreciated his willingness to let me rest. What else is there really, but family? Good friends would be nice, but the idea of what that is has left me confused, where the poly community is concerned.
My skills as a domme and his mistress are improving and entirely enjoyable, beyond expectation.
I think I will search for a sub girl though. I have a need to expand with like-minded people. The opportunities that have come up don't seem to be playing out as I had thought they would. We shall see.
On to a busy week feeling rested, loved, a part of my tribe. PN was amazing this weekend and I so appreciated his willingness to let me rest. What else is there really, but family? Good friends would be nice, but the idea of what that is has left me confused, where the poly community is concerned.