MonoVCPHG
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Trusting in time, and in my gut, and you, and fate and the love I feel for you.
What does fate hold for you? What are you hoping time will provide?
You can trust in my love for you, too.
Trusting in time, and in my gut, and you, and fate and the love I feel for you.
What are you hoping time will provide?
Trusting in time, and in my gut, and you, and fate, and the love I feel for you.
I hope it provides an answer, because I am stuck. This feels like an ultimatum some days, even if you don't intend it to. I can't help thinking that I am giving up more.What does fate hold for you? What are you hoping time will provide?
I think about this also...not that it means less to you and you are ok with letting go of the sex, but that I will be ok with letting go of that "restriction." I was ready to do that with my ex wife, I think. Not because I loved her more, but because I lost connection and did not value that aspect of our relationship. That is my only fear in all of this. I have no insecurity, as the word is often thrown around in poly circles, and don't adhere to the concepts of insecurity as it is laid out often. I have lost more than anyone on here (besides you) truly realizes, and I fear no personal loss anymore. I will survive. That's what I do.Maybe one day it won't matter as much and I will be fine to drop our sex life because I need to be free to explore options with others without being restricted.
Will this create weird dynamics between us sexually? Will it influence the dom/sub relationship we have? This is what I think about sometimes. I don't want to be in a situation needlessly, whereby I feel like you owe me, or that I cross a boundary in our D/s life because of resentment or frustration.
Your possible fear and my respect of that.
I really couldn't say what I just did in my last post if I didn't think we would make it. Just so you know.
That is the first time you have mentioned sex with someone else if we were to break up, EVER! It makes me think that you know what the end result of us will be already.I don't think I would be comfortable talking about any sex I was having until I knew you were on very solid ground. I wouldn't need the guilt of hurting you more on my shoulders.
That is the first time you have mentioned sex with someone else if we were to break up, EVER! It makes me think that you know what the end result of us will be already...
That is the first time you have mentioned sex with someone else if we were to break up, EVER! It makes me think that you know what the end result of us will be already...
I love you too, baby. No tear emoticon.We definitely needed each other and still do. Our honesty and support towards each other has always been our greatest strength. I don't see that changing ever I love you
I was hurt and broken and you washed the soot off my heart. Now I realize that I would've done both of us a favour if I had walked away. The thing is, you needed me as much as I needed you and we both weren't able to walk away. We have created an awesome life together, all of us. Everything is complete. Now there is just this one dilemma and I just can't shake it.
You guys aren't going to be able to get any sleep unless you stop playing the "what if" game. Right now is right now, let future RP and Mono worry about what might be down the line.
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thanks sweets
I do have a smart girlfriend. Thanks, sweets.