To start at the beginning: I have considered myself to be lesbian for years, with occasional drunken dalliances with men. In these last few years, however, I have been keeping myself out of relationships with either, due to unfaithfulness issues with my past partners. (They liked to sleep with men, without asking/inviting me.)
Keeping this in mind, I was not looking for anything real, just someone to play with, perhaps. I have been told that this is when 'IT' happens, and wow, did it strike me funny.
C & N are a couple I have found myself entangled with on many an occasion for the past 5 months, and I cannot imagine not having them in my life now. The relationship is more than physical. It is new ground for all three of us. I suppose, for definition purposes, we are somewhere between a V and a triad. The rules are still being laid out, for what is comfortable for all of us. They have just recently gotten married, and are both 8 years my junior. (Yay for me.)
With the love that we have for each other in mind, and the newness of this complex relationship we have going on, I have fears about ruining their relationship, but have been reassured that they are stable enough to work at this with me. I know that communication is the number one thing, and we are constantly working at that. I really, really like this new feeling of completeness that I have with them. So much love. I'd hate to lose them.
I would like some words of advice.
Keeping this in mind, I was not looking for anything real, just someone to play with, perhaps. I have been told that this is when 'IT' happens, and wow, did it strike me funny.
C & N are a couple I have found myself entangled with on many an occasion for the past 5 months, and I cannot imagine not having them in my life now. The relationship is more than physical. It is new ground for all three of us. I suppose, for definition purposes, we are somewhere between a V and a triad. The rules are still being laid out, for what is comfortable for all of us. They have just recently gotten married, and are both 8 years my junior. (Yay for me.)
With the love that we have for each other in mind, and the newness of this complex relationship we have going on, I have fears about ruining their relationship, but have been reassured that they are stable enough to work at this with me. I know that communication is the number one thing, and we are constantly working at that. I really, really like this new feeling of completeness that I have with them. So much love. I'd hate to lose them.
I would like some words of advice.