Hello Everyone,
Fluxcrux from Canada over here. Looking forward to learning more about the community.
My fiance and I were having a waning sex life. Then, last year, while on vacation, she revealed to me that she very bi curious. We starting fantasizing about finding another woman all the time, and even tried picking up women on our next couple of trips. Okay, we might have followed on exceptionally beautiful woman around at a beach until we got the nerve to talk to her. We had the wildest love making ever for several months after that. We have dreamt of that young lady many times.
She seems to only poly/bi when her stress is down.
Then, for weeks up to our wedding date, one year after, she became most more paranoid about me cheating or lusting over other women.
During the wedding week at another resort, she was bringing up the topic of another lady in our bed a few times.
The day after the wedding, I happened to speak to a group of young and beautiful girls. My new wife was quite upset for a couple of days, and our conversation turned into a big fight. She became quite jealous and paranoid.
Now, the idea of Polyamory is completely gone from our relationship. I have always had this desire, but didn't think it was okay until my fiance shared her same desire with me the year before. I want to try out this lifestyle very badly now, but she is afraid it will ruin our marriage.
Any advice?
Fluxcrux from Canada over here. Looking forward to learning more about the community.
My fiance and I were having a waning sex life. Then, last year, while on vacation, she revealed to me that she very bi curious. We starting fantasizing about finding another woman all the time, and even tried picking up women on our next couple of trips. Okay, we might have followed on exceptionally beautiful woman around at a beach until we got the nerve to talk to her. We had the wildest love making ever for several months after that. We have dreamt of that young lady many times.
She seems to only poly/bi when her stress is down.
Then, for weeks up to our wedding date, one year after, she became most more paranoid about me cheating or lusting over other women.
During the wedding week at another resort, she was bringing up the topic of another lady in our bed a few times.
The day after the wedding, I happened to speak to a group of young and beautiful girls. My new wife was quite upset for a couple of days, and our conversation turned into a big fight. She became quite jealous and paranoid.
Now, the idea of Polyamory is completely gone from our relationship. I have always had this desire, but didn't think it was okay until my fiance shared her same desire with me the year before. I want to try out this lifestyle very badly now, but she is afraid it will ruin our marriage.
Any advice?