Not only that, but there was a smile in my heart as Nerdist (my husband) drove roly home (who sat in the front seat) and gave her a kiss as she got out. I sat in the back with a passed-out Mono, whose head was on my shoulder, holding my hand on one side, and a jolly drunk Derby on the other side, also holding my hand.
I went home to bed with my too lovely men and became a roasted Redpepper, as I was roastingly hot in the bed, but was so in love and so at home.
Nothing but happiness.
I don't remember Mono being passed out, I remember him making noises (teasing me) in the back seat as I got out.
He was well on his way as you were getting out of the car.
I feel a complete lack of expectations and this is fabulous for me!! This is definitely the way to love. Learning about your partner for who s/he actually is. Feels magical. Maybe I'm just still basking in NRE.
Tomorrow I go on a work retreat for a couple of days. I will feel well connected and rested even before I get there. I got some much needed time with all my loves this week and feel very loved and happy. The only one missing is my tertiary, who is struggling with his divorce proceedings at the moment. I have a date coming up with him in a couple of weeks. It's been too long! Well, three weeks-- that's too long in my book, anyway.
Sorry for the hijack, Mono.
Mono sees me more like a horse .
Good lord Mon! You are TERRIBLE. Maca says, "8 seconds? That's all?" LMAO
Well if all you need is a 2 second break at a time that might not be all that bad.
Sometimes everything seems to bog us down and it makes our relationship seem so fragile... so filled with doubt and doom... mono/poly relationships are a BIG deal in this way it seems. It's hard for us to catch up on emotions.. and remind ourselves that our differences do not mean that we can't be together.
We are constantly reminded of what we have chosen to put aside by being together, but when we are reminded of the love we share and how important it is to us, there is no doubt that it is all worth it
GG and I had a much needed morning. With his schedule change (to the same schedule as Maca) we've lost our morning alone time. That's made for a rough month of feeling diconnected as it is.
Then with all of the changes and what not regarding the Godson.
He took a vacation day yesterday and we spent the day together (with kids) and it was SO nice to be able to just BE together. Like getting a breath when you've been drowning.