NovemberRain
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I am just so happy to be somewhere I can say that out loud. (okay, virtually out loud) I do live in California, so it's not the strangest notion ever.
And I read Stranger In A Strange Land before I was twelve, so it's not like poly is a new concept to *me*. I'm a little surprised that I'm as twisted up about this as I am.
Had lovely boyfriend. He hired a guy who became his best friend, and our good friend. (about 3 years) Bf got after another woman. My bottom line: 'I don't share.' (laugh away, friends) Good friend came after me. (about 6 years) First boyfriend moved about two hours away. I threw good friend out (after living together 5 years) but he only moved to the next building over. Still friends, then we started having sex again. Never stopped lusting after first bf. I've had the hypothetical conversation with good friend for years, and he always indicated acceptance of a triad.
First bf finally had enough booze to realize I'm all that. So, I had the conversation for real with good friend.
Came out to the parents at Christmas. It was better than when I came out to them as bisexual (at 18 or 19 ish), when they spent half an hour trying desperately to find a kind way to say 'so what?' They already know both of them.
Oh, and they're 13 and 15 years younger than I am. I've said to both of them, it feels a little rude to ask you to share, when I'm not willing to share. I mean, I'd share them with each other if they wanted to have sex with each other, which they both assure me they don't. I do share them with each other already, they're best buds. We're all best buds.
So, that's why I'm here, in these forums. And now I'll go read some.
thanks