summertimesadness80
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You know that is a good point. We habe been constantly saying her actions are garbage. I have friends, granted none that I want to have a relationship wiyh...cue comedic snare and cymbal. I have proven to be that and more to her, and all I get are empty promises. To quote a little from our last conversation here is a little bit from M:
"There were times I couldn’t wait to talk to you about things.* I was afraid that things would shift if I told you how much you meant to me and you would withdraw.* I don’t know why I felt that way but I see now it was"
That lead to this:
"I really really value our friendship and you as a person in my life.* I don’t know where I would be without you and I don’t want to think of where I would in the future without you as well."
To me I see friend or close friend what have you. I read this to other people and hey say that it implies more. In an older email I addressed my feelings to her cause the truth needed to be aired out. As always I say alot in emails compared to her..this no says nothing bout friends or friendship. This is me than M than me again. A has seen all yhese as the happen. I make sure to forward her all my conversations and texts. Just saying we are talking isn't right I rather her see it herself. Anyway email:
From: W
Sent: Sunday, January 26, 2014 6:10 PM
To: M
Subject: RE: hey
*
Yo..whatever it is I m here
Believe me I got you
Sometimes someone being there for you can help
When I say I got you I got you serious don’t doubt me
I say something I back it 1000% ok
You got that
Plus if I say I love care and worry I m there no questions..will do
what I need to do to help you
From: M
Sent: Sunday, January 26, 2014 6:11 PM
To: W
Subject: RE: hey
*
I know and I appreciate that
Its totally reciprocated too, if you ever need anything im here for you too
From: W
Sent: Sunday, January 26, 2014 6:15 PM
To: M
Cant all reciprocated..lol
But no all jokes aside and all trying to pry your mind to get to your core of your true feelings
M I got you ok
And beyond thank you for saying you’ll be there for me
You help a lot when you text out the blue on my day off
I usually am in bed not wanting to face the world
And a text from you makes me so happy
Just saying
*
From: M
Sent: Sunday, January 26, 2014 6:15 PM
To: W
Subject: RE: hey
*
Im glad I can make ur days better K
I dont breathe alot into what she says cause I m an extreme pessimist by nature. Thats why A loves me. Lol. But this is the majority of conversations or as I call them lead ons. Oh btw I have bouts with depression and other crap, A and myself are getting checked on to see if its possibly bipolar or just some kind of depression. And that was cause of 1st breakdown. Oops on my part on leaving it out.
*
"There were times I couldn’t wait to talk to you about things.* I was afraid that things would shift if I told you how much you meant to me and you would withdraw.* I don’t know why I felt that way but I see now it was"
That lead to this:
"I really really value our friendship and you as a person in my life.* I don’t know where I would be without you and I don’t want to think of where I would in the future without you as well."
To me I see friend or close friend what have you. I read this to other people and hey say that it implies more. In an older email I addressed my feelings to her cause the truth needed to be aired out. As always I say alot in emails compared to her..this no says nothing bout friends or friendship. This is me than M than me again. A has seen all yhese as the happen. I make sure to forward her all my conversations and texts. Just saying we are talking isn't right I rather her see it herself. Anyway email:
From: W
Sent: Sunday, January 26, 2014 6:10 PM
To: M
Subject: RE: hey
*
Yo..whatever it is I m here
Believe me I got you
Sometimes someone being there for you can help
When I say I got you I got you serious don’t doubt me
I say something I back it 1000% ok
You got that
Plus if I say I love care and worry I m there no questions..will do
what I need to do to help you
From: M
Sent: Sunday, January 26, 2014 6:11 PM
To: W
Subject: RE: hey
*
I know and I appreciate that
Its totally reciprocated too, if you ever need anything im here for you too
From: W
Sent: Sunday, January 26, 2014 6:15 PM
To: M
Cant all reciprocated..lol
But no all jokes aside and all trying to pry your mind to get to your core of your true feelings
M I got you ok
And beyond thank you for saying you’ll be there for me
You help a lot when you text out the blue on my day off
I usually am in bed not wanting to face the world
And a text from you makes me so happy
Just saying
*
From: M
Sent: Sunday, January 26, 2014 6:15 PM
To: W
Subject: RE: hey
*
Im glad I can make ur days better K
I dont breathe alot into what she says cause I m an extreme pessimist by nature. Thats why A loves me. Lol. But this is the majority of conversations or as I call them lead ons. Oh btw I have bouts with depression and other crap, A and myself are getting checked on to see if its possibly bipolar or just some kind of depression. And that was cause of 1st breakdown. Oops on my part on leaving it out.
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