New development. I can't believe how happy I am. I told you all about our "friend" my husband and I met from Finland. Well, we have gotten so much closer. We now are calling each other "girlfriend," at least between the three of us. We have had multiple sexual experiences, but always together as the three of us. After sleeping with my husband all night, she and I lie in bed together every morning before I go to work, talk, kiss, maybe make out. It is wonderful.
My husband is so great. He constantly tells me he just doesn't want to feel like a 3rd wheel, wants to be included, and that he loves K too. He has even told her that a few times, though not as much as I have. The three of us have always been totally open and honest. I have talked with K about her feeling "left out" or "used," and she says she never does.
The bad thing is she goes back home in Dec. I will miss her so much. Every time I think about her leaving I feel my heart breaking. She is such a kind person. She tells me regularly (and is teaching me) to "live in the moment," "be happy she is here now," and to be a "happy and joyful being." I am trying, really. It is just so hard.
The three of us have even talked about K moving back in with us when she has earned more money back in her homeland. One never knows what the future holds!
Right now K has twisted her ankle and is at home with ice, resting. I hope she feels better soon. I love taking care of her, but I don't like to see her in pain.
Well, I hope this explains things to everyone better. I am sorry for my confusing first post. I have never had an experience like this before.
EVEN MY HUSBAND WILL ADMIT THAT WE HAVE A POLAMOROUS RELATIONSHIP!!! I LOVE IT!!!
My husband is so great. He constantly tells me he just doesn't want to feel like a 3rd wheel, wants to be included, and that he loves K too. He has even told her that a few times, though not as much as I have. The three of us have always been totally open and honest. I have talked with K about her feeling "left out" or "used," and she says she never does.
The bad thing is she goes back home in Dec. I will miss her so much. Every time I think about her leaving I feel my heart breaking. She is such a kind person. She tells me regularly (and is teaching me) to "live in the moment," "be happy she is here now," and to be a "happy and joyful being." I am trying, really. It is just so hard.
The three of us have even talked about K moving back in with us when she has earned more money back in her homeland. One never knows what the future holds!
Right now K has twisted her ankle and is at home with ice, resting. I hope she feels better soon. I love taking care of her, but I don't like to see her in pain.
Well, I hope this explains things to everyone better. I am sorry for my confusing first post. I have never had an experience like this before.
EVEN MY HUSBAND WILL ADMIT THAT WE HAVE A POLAMOROUS RELATIONSHIP!!! I LOVE IT!!!