Im glad to read this Vi. Im glad that you have found the root of the issue and that your working towards that place you wanna be. I have been looking forward to reading your update. Thank you so much for laying it all out there for us.
I donít get many things right the first time
In fact, I am told that a lot
Now I know all the wrong turns, the stumbles and falls
Brought me here...
And where was I before the day
That I first saw your lovely face?
Now I see it everyday
And I know that I am
I am, I am
~ Ben Folds five ~