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Old 08-29-2011, 06:21 PM
MichelleZed MichelleZed is offline
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Talked to Sven online today! We chatted about casual things, but it was still nice to feel like things haven't broken down between us.

It's a lot of stress to see if I can maintain something with him; often, I just think I should take a deep breath and accept things the way they are. I'm married to a wonderful man, I had casual sex with a great guy, and if that's over, well, it's been fun, and soon I'll have a baby. Why am I trying to make it into something else?

Other times, I look into Sven's smiling face and I just don't want it to end, ever. The way he kisses me, oh god. Every time, I wonder if that'll be the last time. It would be nice if I could kiss him just once not thinking, "This is the last time we'll do this."

OOOOH and I forgot to include a fun detail to freak you guys all out: the three of us are all co-workers. True story.
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