Hello from Colorado
I am not sure, but I think I may be polyamorous. I have never been before, but I think that is where I am heading finally after just turning 45. It could be because I have not met the right person, so maybe I am just dating, but I feel like I am capable of having loving, romantic, and sexual feelings, etc. with more than one man. It just seems to be working out that way.
My ex wants back in my life as well and since I still have feelings for him, I am not going to shun him even though I am developing feelings for two other men.
I am not someone who has a "primary" in this case and I don't see that I will.
I am interested in seeing how others handle the challenges that may come up and as it makes me feel anxious I am in this situation at all.