I have no desire to separate , khas is my husband and partner and best friend ...
I know this can work, I know it can be good and fulfilling and all of that.
I think one of my biggest issues is that I hate being alone, as a child of a single mother I babysat my 1yr old sister while my mom worked. I was 4, I think that my fear of being alone stems from that time.
Also I am 38 and have spent the last 21 years being a mom and a wife. For while I had a promising career but I have lost that through illness.
In my fear and dismay I have wrapped my life around khas and the kids. Thatneediness is unhealthy and only serves to push him farther away.
Thus my fear... without his undivided love and loyalty... who am I?